I'm so sorry to hear of Jean's death. May her memory be a blessing to you in the days to come.
Please accept my sincere apology for the loss of your love one. God knows what you are going through. For he promises that soon all our pain,tears, suffering and death will be no mor. Ues soon he will get rid of death once and for all (Revelation chapter 21 verse 3 and 4).
Please visit jw.org. Maria Rose